Steph’s Weblog

<b>Site:</b> Haven’t added anything since the last update. See my previous blog for the update. Everytime I go to my site, (the front page with the layout), I get a pop-up asking if I want to download something or other, and when I click “no” it says I have to press “yes” to go on, and says the page won’t display, but it always ends up displaying after the pop-up comes up a few times. This only started happening <i>after</i> I put the new layout up. Does anyone else get that pop-up when you come to my site? It doesn’t happen on the subpages.
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<b>Personal:</b> I don’t have much to say, but I just wanted to talk about what I was thinking about last night while lying in bed. I had a pain in my chest, and I know it wasn’t a heart attack, but it just got me thinking that what if it was a heart attack or something, and that I’ve never been really bad, or gotten into any really bad trouble or anything (not that I’d really want to), and how I haven’t really had a serious boyfriend and I don’t have a job at the moment,
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and I haven’t gotten to my weightloss goal yet, (although I have to admit that almost 70 lbs. lost is pretty damn good), and what if I was to die before any of that happened? <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/stress.gif” alt=”:stress:”>
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Don’t worry, I’m not depressed or anything, that’s just some stuff that goes through my mind when I’m resting, and my mind wanders. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/sad.gif” alt=”:sad:”> But I’m sure alot of people do that. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/smile.gif” alt=”:smile:”>
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In other news, I’m going to take my driver’s test sometime in November. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/smile.gif” alt=”:smile:”> The only problem is that I can’t use my step-dad’s car because the turning signals don’t really work without having to manually hold them up while making a turn. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/grr.gif” alt=”:grr:”> And I can’t really use my dad’s truck, ot my step-mom’s PT Cruiser because they don’t live in my city. My Aunt Patty offered her red car, but she said the turning signals don’t really work either, and the people at the liscense branch said the car has to be fully functional. So I’m thinking of asking Chad (my brother), to let me use his. I just need to learn how to parallel park better.
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Also… and this is <b>way</b> off the subject, but did you know that <u>The Lord of the Rings</u> is finally going to be on <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/tv.gif” alt=”:tv:”>? The first one at least.  It’s going to be a 2-night broadcast starting Sunday November 7th. I’ve never seen <u>The Lord of the Rings</u>, and never really felt like seeing it, but since it’s going to be on <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/tv.gif” alt=”:tv:”>, I <i>might</i> watch it. It’ll be shown on The WB.
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<b>Site:</b> New layout is up finally! I actually like it. It’s different, but I still think it looks alright. I also added another layout to the free layouts section. I was going to keep it and use it, because I like it but decided to see if someone else might like it. Go <a href=”http://www.shattered-rage.envy.nu/you/layouts.html” target=”_blank”>Here</a> to see it. It’s the blueish-greenish one. 
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<b>Personal:</b> Not much. Yesterday we just stayed around the house and did absolutely nothing. It was a rainy day anyways, so I didn’t want to go out anyways. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/yuck.gif” alt=”:yuck:”> We were going to go shopping, but since it was raining decided not to. And it’s a good thing, since I didn’t have much money, and I like to have money when I go shopping. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/shock.gif” alt=”:shock:”>
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We made homemade doughnuts last night. They were yummy, <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/yummy.gif” alt=”:yummy:”> but they made me kinda sick, because since I’ve been on my diet, I can’t stand all that greasy stuff. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/yuck.gif” alt=”:yuck:”>
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We went to my Uncle Mike’s new house for a party earlier tonight. It’s the first time anyone in my family, but my grandparent’s have been there. It’s actually really nice. It has an upstairs, a downstairs, and a basement. The upstairs is just used for his office.
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I haven’t heard anything else about those animals that escaped from the zoo last week, but I did hear that <b>PETA</b> is filing a lawsuit against the zoo for some reason. I heard that from my step-dad.
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Well, I guess that’s it for now, so bye!

<b>Site:</b> I haven’t added much really, just one layout for the free layouts section. I have a new layout that I made & want to put up, but I still want to add something to the graphic and not sure what.  
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<b>Personal:</b> Haven’t done much. I filled out a few applications at Best Buy, Scott’s (a grocery store), and Kohl’s. I really want the Best Buy one because it’s full-time, but since there was an ad in the paper, and that paper reaches alot of people, I’m sure there are alot of people who want the job. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/grr.gif” alt=”:grr:”>
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I’m going to the mall on Thursday to spend most of the day looking for a job. Not sure where I would want to work at the mall though. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/blank.gif” alt=”:blank:”> Speaking of the mall, I just went there this past Saturday, and got a new winter coat that was originally $180.00 for about $60.00. It’s <i>really</i> nice. Plus I got 2 sweaters that were originally $32.00 each for about $16.00 for the both of them together. The joy of sales! <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/upsidedown.gif” alt=”:upside down:”>
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I was watching the news earlier, and heard that some animals escaped from the zoo in my city. I think they said a couple of kangaroos and a Wildebeast. Not sure if anything else escaped or how they escaped, but they sure did! <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/shock.gif” alt=”:shock:”> That’s one of the most exciting things that’s happened around here in awhile.
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Where do you think would be a good place to work at a mall? I was thinking of going to Charlotte Russe or some kind of place like that. I’m really not sure. I wish I could get more hours at Redding’s, but there’s another lady who works there the rest of the time, so that only leaves 2 days a week that I can work. So I’m only getting 12 hours a week. I want a full-time job. That’s why I want the Best Buy one, and also because I could get some good deals on electonics, and I <i>need</i> a new computer, or at least some more memory for this one. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/frown.gif” alt=”:frown:”>
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Well, I think I’ll go now, since I’m really just babbling right now.

<b>Site:</b> I added a few more answers to questions that I got from the ask a question form. I also made a layout that I’m thinking of putting with the free layouts.  
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<b>Personal:</b> I just have a few things to talk about. Most of it has to do with when I was in high school.
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I was looking through a shoebox that I put old notes in, and found one that I got back from a boy that I had a crush on my sophomore year. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/heart.gif” alt=”:heart:”> I don’t remember what I wrote him exactly, but I’ll put what he wrote me back. (Sorry, but it’s kinda long.)  <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/blush.gif” alt=”:blush:”>
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<b>[Begin letter]</b> <i>Stephanie, Hey! How’s it goin? Thanks for writing me. I appreciate it. The only thing wrong about this whole thing, is that I’m seeing ***** ****. I don’t know if you know who she is or not, but I’m also going to  semi-formal with her. Right now wasn’t the best of timing to ask me. But I’m always game to make new friends.
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I’m always gone from my house until about 10:30 p.m., that’s when I get off work. Well, thanks for writing me. C-ya. Caleb.</i> <b>[/End letter]</b> I left out the girl’s name. He also put down his phone number, and said I could still call if I wanted. Never did though. I just thought that was one of the nicest brush off letters.  <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/grin.gif” alt=”:grin:”>
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I’ve got tons of notes and letters in that box, from when I was in middle school, also. I’ve got a few in there from my 5th grade boyfriend Jeremy. Brought back lot’s of memories. I guess that just showed myself that I’m not as shy as I thought I was, and that if I could write a note to a boy I had a <b>HUGE</b> crush on, that I can ask any guy out.
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I also found a card that I got from this guy that I met online. He sent it for my birthday, and inside were 2 pictures of him. One with two of his friends, and one with him by himself. He was pretty cute!  <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/smile.gif” alt=”:smile:”> I know I was probably dumb for telling him my address, but <u>luckily</u>, nothing happened. Sorry this turned out to be so long and boring. I was just looking through that box, and wanted to talk about it.
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<b>Site:</b> I finally answered the questions that were asked from my ask a question form, and you can find the link underneath the form. Ask more questions!! I also added a survey that you can see by clicking <a href=”http://www.shattered-rage.envy.nu/me/survey.html” target=”_blank”>Here</a>.   
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<b>Personal:</b> Haven’t done much today but watch tv. I just recently found out that we have the Disney Channel. I know, I’m slow. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/shock.gif” alt=”:shock:”> I just got done watching <b>Full House</b>. I always used to love watching that show. That and <b>Perfect Strangers</b>. I remember when they used to be on TGIF backin the late 80’s, early 90’s. The Full House one I was watching was the one where Stephanie had the chicken pocks, and then Uncle Jesse and Joey got them too. Stephanie was always my favorite one, just because we had the same name. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/cool.gif” alt=”:cool:”>
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I’ve been wanting to upload some pictures that my mom has taken, but our scanner isn’t working. We have a Lexmark all in one printer/copier/scanner, and the printer part works, but the copier and scanner parts don’t. I asked my brother about it, and he told me to uninstall it, and unplug it, and then plug it back in and install the software again, but it still doesn’t work. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/grr.gif” alt=”:grr:”> When I click on the icon on my desktop, a thing pops up saying “Windows is searching for lxbbaiox.exe” So we’re missing whatever lxbbaiox.exe is. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/blank.gif” alt=”:blank:”>
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I’ve come to the conclusion that I want a boyfriend, but I’m way to shy to go up to someone and ask them out. Anyone out there know any good looking, single guys around the age of 21-30? I’m just kidding. I really do want a boyfriend though. I have a crush on this guy who lives 2 doors down from me, but I think he has a girlfriend. He always comes into Redding’s when I’m working. One time he came in, and was going on and on about why he was buying what he was buying. He said “I’m buying this mayonnaise, because my roommate left ours out overnight, I’m buying this snapple because I’m thirsty, I’m buying this jar of pickles because I had a craving for pickles, and so on. Like I really wanted to know why he was buying that stuff. He’s really nice though, and I think he’s cute.
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Well, I can’t really think of anything else to say, so I guess I’ll go now. Bye!

<b>Site:</b> I have not added anything since the last update. I’m trying to think of more things to add. I’m thinking of changing this layout. I really like it, but I made a different one. I just don’t know when I want to put it up. It’s a little different from others that I have done. And by the way to <a href=”http://www.brutallyhot.com/stephanie” target=blank>Stephanie</a> who signed my comments, I couldn’t get into your site to thank you for commenting, so if you come back, THANK YOU!   
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<b>Personal:</b> I still haven’t done much. I lead such a boring life. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/bored.gif” alt=”:bored:”> I need to get a job so bad just so I have something to talk about. But the biggest reason I need a job, is so I can pay for my medicine.
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Since I lost my job over a year ago at the portrait studio, my money in my checking account has dwindled down to only 80 some dollars, and even though I’ve been helping out at Redding’s and putting some of that money with the checking account money, I’ve saved up a little bit more but not much. Not to mention that when my checking account got down to $80, I had to go to the bank and close my account because they were charging me insane fees. Luckily my dad offered to help me this month, and is bring me<b>$200</b> so that all I have to pay this month is $96.
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All together my meds come to <b>$310.27</b>. The highest medicine being <b>$267.59</b>. But anyways…enough about the depressing part. <img src=”http://auction4.comton.com/member/roxygurl/sad.gif” alt=”:sad:”>
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I tried going online last night to apply for a job at one of our local hospitals, but their online application thing is down for maintenance until the 11th. So I’ll probably just go their and fill one out. I’ve filled one out there before, and they actually offered me a job, but stupid me didn’t take it because I didn’t want to work a split shift. Not to mention that I would have gotten benefits, which I need because then I wouldn’t have to pay full price for my meds, or doctors appointments and stuff like that. So, yeah I’ll probably go back and fill out another application, since it’s been over a year since I last filled one out there.
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Just one more thing before I go, do any of you watch <b>Smallville</b>? I just started watching it on Fox Family, and I want to get the first season on DVD if it comes out. Is it already out on DVD? I’m so behind the times. It looks like a really good show either way. Well, on with the plugs…